Monday, May 3, 2010

#4 - Give Dee my blog address the next time I see him (and other thoughts from today)

Yeah, so I did #4.

You know what makes giving my blog address away easy at the time? I forget what I've written.

I told Dee today (by the way I'd really like to change his name but not sure what to) that I had a surprise for him, my blog. Not sure if that's the surprise he wanted but that's what he got. A peep hole into my mind.

Can I just say it's a bizarre feeling to share my inner thoughts with someone, especially when I write about the person. ESPECIALLY when they read what I write about them.

I think in the end I will possibly, maybe gain an actual real friend out of the deal (well in four months after his torture fest with me is over).

Who knows? It should be interesting to talk to him again on Wednesday and see what he is thinking about all of my writing. Well depending on how far he read ... or if he read far at all.

Anyways, YAY me!! I did it. Made myself completely vulnerable yet again when will it stop?

Other thoughts on today ...

* I decided to try and look somewhat cute today and co-ordinate an outfit (big stretch for me), with cute shoes (another stretch as I only own 5 pairs including boots and sandals). I knew that there was a possibility that I could get blisters but I went for it anyway.

* It seemed to pay off because the gentleman I supported said I looked 'pretty' with a smile

* Later in the day though I was with a young lady who asked how old I was. When I said 30 she said 'WOW 30? That's it?!' Clearly my outfit wasn't young looking.

* I got to see my favourite lady I support at work today. We had a great conversation. She can't speak.

* I totally ate my foot this evening, didn't taste good.

* I thought about what it would be like to have to depend on someone else to do everything for me and was really thankful that my mind and body are all mine.

* I got lost with the person I was supporting at a mall, she didn't and reminded me off it several times.

* I got caught in a downpour while wearing a white camisole under a thin pale pink sweater. Not my idea of a good time but I'm sure someone else's.

* I briefly considered quitting my job just to blog then realized my job is really like getting paid to go to school that you like. I'm not quitting.

* I actually wanted to cry during my workout today near the end. I also wanted to quit, shave my head and smack Dee across the face. BUT I didn't.

* I heard someone's baby news and was indifferent to it.

* I had a 'lightbulb' moment in regards to understanding pro-wrestling a bit better. For a later post.

* I felt naked several times today when I thought of new people reading what I think.

I'm going to put on a blanket.

1 comment:

Stacy said...

I like this blog! It takes guts to put yourself out there, and especially to then let people you know read it! Bravery!